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Obession
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I have obsessions, some last longer than others, but still when I like something my life revolves around it. Right now, that something is Left 4 Dead 2...I've been playing the game, reading fan fics, and going through fan art like a mad man xD
My mom has been finding it really annoying...usually she doesn't care but, since she hates zombies, she hates my new obsession. It doesn't help that my friends fuel my obsession by buying me stuff from the game and pulling all nighters with me just to game.
And I might have a gaming crush on Ellis, he's just to cute for his own good...lol
So, yeah...i can't wait to get my hat so I can play the game wearing it haha
My mom has been finding it really annoying...usually she doesn't care but, since she hates zombies, she hates my new obsession. It doesn't help that my friends fuel my obsession by buying me stuff from the game and pulling all nighters with me just to game.
And I might have a gaming crush on Ellis, he's just to cute for his own good...lol
So, yeah...i can't wait to get my hat so I can play the game wearing it haha
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The invisible thread
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To be honest..
2 min read
i'm really bitchy.
i'm clingy when i'm into a guy
i fall into infatuation to easily.
i look for reasons to cry just to feel better.
i get stressed out to much.
i'm never happy with my hair.
i think i'm beautiful.
i never thought there was a problem with my weight.
i can live without my makeup...just won't be extremely happy about it.
i would die to go to Paris, London, and Italy.
i love old fashioned black and white movies.
i have a sugar coated belief that there's a reason why i'm going through hell with guys.
i believe there's one guy out there who's going to really sweep me off my feet one day.
i started working and now i don't like people all that much.
i don't believe in fairy tales...but i believe in you and me.
<3
...
...because i've been hurt and mistreated.
...because i'm afriad to lose him.
...because i feel like there's no other way to feel better sometimes.
...because i let everything bother me and over think.
...because well...i just never am.
...because i know everyone is beautiful in at least one way.
...because there isn't anything wrong with being a size 11 in jeans.
...because if you love me with makeup, you'd love me without it.
...because i want to travel to the places that inspired my looks.
...because they're the movies that were true and innnocent...no cursing, sex, and drugs.
...because i need hope.
...because there is.
...because it's amazing how rude some people really are when they believe they're above you.
...because i've been hurt to much..and he knows it...and he'll change it.
i'm clingy when i'm into a guy
i fall into infatuation to easily.
i look for reasons to cry just to feel better.
i get stressed out to much.
i'm never happy with my hair.
i think i'm beautiful.
i never thought there was a problem with my weight.
i can live without my makeup...just won't be extremely happy about it.
i would die to go to Paris, London, and Italy.
i love old fashioned black and white movies.
i have a sugar coated belief that there's a reason why i'm going through hell with guys.
i believe there's one guy out there who's going to really sweep me off my feet one day.
i started working and now i don't like people all that much.
i don't believe in fairy tales...but i believe in you and me.
<3
...
...because i've been hurt and mistreated.
...because i'm afriad to lose him.
...because i feel like there's no other way to feel better sometimes.
...because i let everything bother me and over think.
...because well...i just never am.
...because i know everyone is beautiful in at least one way.
...because there isn't anything wrong with being a size 11 in jeans.
...because if you love me with makeup, you'd love me without it.
...because i want to travel to the places that inspired my looks.
...because they're the movies that were true and innnocent...no cursing, sex, and drugs.
...because i need hope.
...because there is.
...because it's amazing how rude some people really are when they believe they're above you.
...because i've been hurt to much..and he knows it...and he'll change it.
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